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All My Love And Pain

by The Deepest Shade

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JP Melancholy on adrenaline! Amazing borderline-symphonic shoegaze metal. Dense, lush and intense all at once. NOTE: this album contains their full back catalog (5 songs), all as good as the new songs. Jennifer's haunting vocals are more prominent in the mix in the new songs - a welcome improvement! Favorite track: The Silence.
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1.
You crushed my world Laid my bones bare Crumbling stones Nothing but dirt and air Decomposing times Disconnected lines States of disrepair Reverberating stares Long horizons They flash and they fade Blue turns to purple Yellow fades to grey Digging deep Underground Gone to see what can be found Foraging For blood and brine Paying respects To older times Shock turns to grief Turns to rage Turns to fear Days turn to weeks Turn to months And it bleeds into Years My thoughts linger On things left unsaid All these emotions Flooding my head Could things be different? Would they stay the same? Here I am left with Doubt and decay
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Falling Into the grey As the stars begin to fade You and me We’re just fragile machines Trying to pretend That its all just a dream I can’t see the future I can’t change the past There are no answers For the questions that I ask Anxious and full of dread Scared to die but afraid to live There is no truth to be told There is no hand to hold Nothing is in control There is only time And even thats lie Open up your eyes Open up your eyes Your eyes your eyes I can’t see the future I can’t change the past There are no answers For the questions that I ask Born to chaos Destined for pain Everything and nothing It’s all the same Open up your eyes And reframe your mind
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Mind Control 04:59
I feel Like I've been here before Room circling, lying in the floor Who are you? What have you done with me? What will it take to set me free? I am you and I am me Round and round in this misery Can't tell the lies from the truth It's just all an excuse I can't let go I can't give in Don't wanna go through this cycle again If I can get down to the root Maybe then I can dig me out of you Mind control
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Drifting 05:23
Struggling On the inside Drifting There is no end in sight What do I do now with these thoughts That are overwhelming me How do I convince myself That all I have to do is breathe Floating On the open sea Wishing On all the stars that I can see What do I do now with these thoughts That are buried inside me I'm worn down and restless I'm so tired but I can't sleep Always Fighting things I can't control Endless worries about the unknown What do I do now What do I do now What can I do How can I escape the pain What do I do now What do I do now What can I do I don't wanna play this game How far can I go How long till I know How far can I go How long till I know
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Translating 05:33
Translating thoughts to paper Moving ideas to words Searching For ways to express Things that can't be heard Observing my situation Looking up from underneath Standing On the edge Of my own reality Drowning Water rushing in And overtaking me Drowning Drowning Is this my reality Thoughts reflecting And blurring with time Seconds clicking Minutes ticking Collecting Memories and regret Regret I am adrift floating sideways Struggling to live I am adrift floating sideways Waiting Waiting On the end On the end On the end On the end
6.
The Silence 08:15
In the silence and the Stillness of my mind There is a place I go Where the thoughts are all mine The voice I hear speaks softly Without fear I listen carefully Cause I hear my blood song There are some things in this World I’ll never know Like the connection between My blood and my soul The steady rhythm of the pounding Of my heart drowns out everything In morse code I hear my blood song so ancient and distinct As the waves of sound reach out to claim me This is the burden that we all share equally As it is our fate to know our mortality To search the end of time for the answers that we seek Without the blood in our hearts that connect you to me It scares me to know one day I will be severed from my heart Cast out as just a soul I hear my blood song and it comforts me cause Im not ready To face my mortality I hear my blood song and it comforts me cause Im not ready
7.
Realize 05:40
Feeding on discontent Feasting on pain Fueling negative thoughts Inside my brain It’s too familiar I’ve got to hold in whats left of me Fragments pieces of memories Caught in the undertow of fear Drawing circles I feel like I’ve been here before Make a decision figure it out Stop wasting time drowning in doubt Ohhhhhhhhhh Ohhhhhhhhhhhh I know joy but I feel pain Its my foundation Never happy with myself how can I change This won’t kill me I’m stronger than I look Just had to reach the edge and take a look I’ve got to accept whats left of me I am more that just my memories I’ve got to take responsibility Make myself into the person I wanna be Get up and make a change or sit around and stay the same It’s your decision
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In a world of illusion I found something real And I want to feel Thoughts withheld awaiting The moment to reveal Their delicate beauty Seconds lost to eternity Unforgiving and unrelenting Only in a memory
9.
Remember 06:39
I still remember That moment I still remember Yeah The realization Slid over me Smooth as a veil a veil And I still remember I still remember As distance slips below the horizon Leaving streaks of time and lingering memories I listen but hear words drained of meaning Existing and living without breathing Without breathing whoa whoa whoa Years fly by and season keep on changing I remember everything and nothing I can do will change it It happened and tears me apart It happened and it tears me apart I wish it was I wish it was just a dream A dream A dream A dream A dream I wish it was I wish it was just a dream
10.
Level Zero 04:47
Level zero Comatose Dead on the inside Feeling ghosts Flatlined Blank stares Eternal night and voids of air Permanence and disbelief Levels of finality A life cut short incomplete Mournful wails sing me to sleep What’s on the other side? Can’t you hear us cry? Hear the whistle of the wind Feel the moments that have been Let it go and don’t look back Cause things will never be the same
11.
Transcend 04:50
Deep Sea High Ground Focused on the rhythm Listening to the sound Numbered days Don’t let them slip away In the setting sun the light is perfect As the day fades I feel it move Listen to the force of gravity Take in the sight of the moon Numbered days Don’t let them slip away Under the weight of yesterday Pushing away Into space Letting go and learning to grow Inside time Feeling alive I’m done asking why No more tears to cry
12.
The Shadows 04:54
Shadows flow like currents Through beams of light at dusk I’m feeling retrospective Imagining your touch Images so iridescent Flicker and disappear When I think about you My heart gets swept away Shapes blur together Colors shift and sway Echos invoke an outline And sentiment accumulates Constructing an effigy That deeply saturates My Deepest Shade All My Love And Pain

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released March 22, 2024

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The Deepest Shade Atlanta, Georgia

Jennifer Stone, Cory Thorpe, and Kevin Elmore are The Deepest Shade. Known for their emotional, heavy and atmospheric sound, the band expands on their haunting and cathartic work with their debut LP, All My Love And Pain. This album showcases the raw intensity of their music while exploring the depths of human emotion. ... more

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