1. |
Doubt And Decay
05:03
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You crushed my world
Laid my bones bare
Crumbling stones
Nothing but dirt and air
Decomposing times
Disconnected lines
States of disrepair
Reverberating stares
Long horizons
They flash and they fade
Blue turns to purple
Yellow fades to grey
Digging deep
Underground
Gone to see what can be found
Foraging
For blood and brine
Paying respects
To older times
Shock turns to grief
Turns to rage
Turns to fear
Days turn to weeks
Turn to months
And it bleeds into
Years
My thoughts linger
On things left unsaid
All these emotions
Flooding my head
Could things be different?
Would they stay the same?
Here I am left with
Doubt and decay
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2. |
Into The Grey
04:55
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Falling
Into the grey
As the stars begin to fade
You and me
We’re just fragile machines
Trying to pretend
That its all just a dream
I can’t see the future
I can’t change the past
There are no answers
For the questions that I ask
Anxious and full of dread
Scared to die but afraid to live
There is no truth to be told
There is no hand to hold
Nothing is in control
There is only time
And even thats lie
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Your eyes your eyes
I can’t see the future
I can’t change the past
There are no answers
For the questions that I ask
Born to chaos
Destined for pain
Everything and nothing
It’s all the same
Open up your eyes
And reframe your mind
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3. |
Mind Control
04:59
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I feel
Like I've been here before
Room circling, lying in the floor
Who are you?
What have you done with me?
What will it take to set me free?
I am you and I am me
Round and round in this misery
Can't tell the lies from the truth
It's just all an excuse
I can't let go
I can't give in
Don't wanna go through this cycle again
If I can get down to the root
Maybe then I can dig me out of you
Mind control
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4. |
Drifting
05:23
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Struggling
On the inside
Drifting
There is no end in sight
What do I do now with these thoughts
That are overwhelming me
How do I convince myself
That all I have to do is breathe
Floating
On the open sea
Wishing
On all the stars that I can see
What do I do now with these thoughts
That are buried inside me
I'm worn down and restless
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Always
Fighting things I can't control
Endless worries about the unknown
What do I do now
What do I do now
What can I do
How can I escape the pain
What do I do now
What do I do now
What can I do
I don't wanna play this game
How far can I go
How long till I know
How far can I go
How long till I know
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5. |
Translating
05:33
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Translating thoughts to paper
Moving ideas to words
Searching
For ways to express
Things that can't be heard
Observing my situation
Looking up from underneath
Standing
On the edge
Of my own reality
Drowning
Water rushing in
And overtaking me
Drowning
Drowning
Is this my reality
Thoughts reflecting
And blurring with time
Seconds clicking
Minutes ticking
Collecting
Memories and regret
Regret
I am adrift floating sideways
Struggling to live
I am adrift floating sideways
Waiting
Waiting
On the end
On the end
On the end
On the end
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6. |
The Silence
08:15
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In the silence and the
Stillness of my mind
There is a place I go
Where the thoughts are all mine
The voice I hear speaks softly
Without fear I listen carefully
Cause I hear my blood song
There are some things in this
World I’ll never know
Like the connection between
My blood and my soul
The steady rhythm of the pounding
Of my heart drowns out everything
In morse code
I hear my blood song so ancient and distinct
As the waves of sound reach out to claim me
This is the burden that we all share equally
As it is our fate to know our mortality
To search the end of time for the answers that we seek
Without the blood in our hearts that connect you to me
It scares me to know one day I will be severed from my heart
Cast out as just a soul
I hear my blood song and it comforts me cause Im not ready
To face my mortality
I hear my blood song and it comforts me cause Im not ready
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7. |
Realize
05:40
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Feeding on discontent
Feasting on pain
Fueling negative thoughts
Inside my brain
It’s too familiar
I’ve got to hold in whats left of me
Fragments pieces of memories
Caught in the undertow of fear
Drawing circles
I feel like I’ve been here before
Make a decision figure it out
Stop wasting time drowning in doubt
Ohhhhhhhhhh Ohhhhhhhhhhhh
I know joy but I feel pain
Its my foundation Never happy with myself
how can I change This won’t kill me I’m stronger
than I look Just had to reach the edge and take a look
I’ve got to accept whats left of me I am more that just
my memories I’ve got to take responsibility Make myself into
the person I wanna be Get up and make a change or sit around
and stay the same It’s your decision
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8. |
Thoughts Withheld
02:53
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In a world of illusion
I found something real
And I want to feel
Thoughts withheld awaiting
The moment to reveal
Their delicate beauty
Seconds lost to eternity
Unforgiving and unrelenting
Only in a memory
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9. |
Remember
06:39
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I still remember
That moment
I still remember
Yeah
The realization
Slid over me
Smooth as a veil a veil
And I still remember
I still remember
As distance slips below the horizon
Leaving streaks of time and lingering memories
I listen but hear words drained of meaning
Existing and living without breathing
Without breathing
whoa whoa whoa
Years fly by and season keep on changing
I remember everything and nothing I can do will change it
It happened and tears me apart
It happened and it tears me apart
I wish it was I wish it was just a dream
A dream A dream A dream A dream
I wish it was I wish it was just a dream
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10. |
Level Zero
04:47
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Level zero Comatose
Dead on the inside Feeling ghosts
Flatlined Blank stares
Eternal night and voids of air
Permanence and disbelief
Levels of finality
A life cut short incomplete
Mournful wails sing me to sleep
What’s on the other side?
Can’t you hear us cry?
Hear the whistle of the wind
Feel the moments that have been
Let it go and don’t look back
Cause things will never be the same
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11. |
Transcend
04:50
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Deep Sea
High Ground
Focused on the rhythm
Listening to the sound
Numbered days
Don’t let them slip away
In the setting sun the light is perfect
As the day fades I feel it move
Listen to the force of gravity
Take in the sight of the moon
Numbered days
Don’t let them slip away
Under the weight of yesterday
Pushing away Into space
Letting go and learning to grow
Inside time
Feeling alive
I’m done asking why
No more tears to cry
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12. |
The Shadows
04:54
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Shadows flow like currents
Through beams of light at dusk
I’m feeling retrospective
Imagining your touch
Images so iridescent
Flicker and disappear
When I think about you
My heart gets swept away
Shapes blur together
Colors shift and sway
Echos invoke an outline
And sentiment accumulates
Constructing an effigy
That deeply saturates
My Deepest Shade
All My Love And Pain
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The Deepest Shade Atlanta, Georgia
Jennifer Stone, Cory Thorpe, and Kevin Elmore are The Deepest Shade. Known for their emotional, heavy and atmospheric sound, the band expands on their haunting and cathartic work with their debut LP, All My Love And Pain. This album showcases the raw intensity of their music while exploring the depths of human emotion. ... more
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